Tired

Exhausted even. Too breathless for battle. Just done. Where does that leave me?

When my fellow soldiers come back and tell our King that I deserve less. In spite of how far I’ve come?!? Simply because I had no more fight left in me. Not this fight. Not this time.

How easily the strong forget how weak they once were? Callously. Selfishly. Proudly! How easily they dismiss Who has made them strong to begin with! How self reliant. How stupid.

Let I never forget why I am strong! And may I never forget the pain of those times without Him my God